Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

; i'm in a damn frucking foul mood, tell me why.

she ain't feeling good, i know. so do i. i affected her, i guess. i'm so sorry. i'm feeling so bad lah. sigh. nvm lah. she said she'll call me later. she wants to be alone. i wish i could just scream like that. ugh. i'm just feeling so messed up.

i really need to be alone, seriously.

i'm sick and tired of everything. if you don't want me to touch you, let's not touch each other then. and, that was what you said.

do you know, even just a gentle touch from you could make me fly high up and touch the sky? and you're the only one who could make me feel that way. but why can't you make me feel that way again?

all the sad songs appeared again. it somehow pulls me down. felt kinda down when we start singing in school today. and everything that was on my mind is,
- the war btwn the two of them is not over yet.
- baby's not feeling well.
- you don't know how much it hurts to see you walk away.
- why she dont wanna hug me?
- why she didnt know why she didnt hug me before we ~~separate ways~~?
- i won't be able to see her the whole day tmr! )':
- the bloody parents wants me to go home early.

; when you said that, could you feel my heart tearing into two?

; stick with you